Another month has came and gone....I will not be celebrating Mother's Day this year. I am genuinely ok with it though...I know that we are capable of having a baby together but it's just obvioulsy not the right time. I look so forward to the day I have Lance's child growing inside of me...it's just a waiting game though until it happens. You can't rush God's plan... but when it happens...I will be ecstatic! I did spend today with the wonderful mother's in my life...my beautiful mother, my sister, my grandma, and my aunt's. They all are great role models to me as both people and as mother's. :)
We celebrated our one year anniversary together on the 24th of April - I can't believe a year has already came and went. It's been a wild and crazy year...but I know all the hardships just made us stronger as a couple. Not a doubt in my mind that one day Lance and I will celebrate our fifty year wedding anniversary. He bought me a BEAUTIFUL anniversary band and he tied it on Macoy's collar to give it to me....(when Lance proposed, he tied it around Rocky's collar so it was adorable he incorporated Macoy this time.) I have three bands already on my actual wedding ring, so I will wear it on my right hand! I'm in love with it! It was hard giving up the topaz ring I was originally wearing on there...but Lance said it was time for an upgrade. He bought me the topaz ring when we first started dating as a Christmas present and I swore I'd never stop wearing it...but Lance forced me to! We then went to the Melting Pot at the Plaza (AMAZING!!!) It's a fondue restaurant and we had such a great time... it was four courses and although it was rather pricey...we plan on making it a tradition. We were both pretty miserable when we left there!
Definitely haven't lost ten pounds yet (I know, I know!) But I think I'm down five? That's something. We bought bicycles yesterday and went for a nice long bike ride... my chubby butt and legs weren't happy afterwards...and I am certain my butt cheeks are just one great big bruise from the rather tiny bike seat... HAHA! BUT....it felt great to be doing something active with Lance - especially something active outside! I'm going to get my butt back in shape if it's the last thing I do.... whether it's pre or post baby (whichever comes first...) I will not be this curvy anymore.
My mom has been in a great deal of pain lately and I hate seeing her that way. It breaks my heart. I don't understand why she has to hurt...I would do anything to give her just a week of pain-free days.... I'd do anything if she could get on the ground with her grandchildren, go for a walk with my dad, I'd do anything if she could get out of a chair without grimmacing. She is such a strong woman though...she never complains. She lives each life as the gift from God that it is... sure, she tells me that some mornings she wakes up crying because of everything....her and my Grandpa not being here....but she truly is an amazing person. We are treating her to a getaway to the KC Marriott and two VIP tickets to the Princess Diana exhibit... for Mother's Day. I know she will just LOVE it! I worry about the walking time but hopefully she will suck up her pride and let my dad push her in a wheel chair so she can enjoy herself and not hurt. She deserves a break!
So there's a quick recap on life... life is still amazing, still not preggo, my mom's still being so strong and such a fighter, still in love with our home, and even more so in love with Lance. Can't complain!
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